| To someone who cares |
[08 Jul 2005|02:21am] |
For the first time I realized I missed having someone to cuddle with or to kiss. I miss having a guy call, and not just to annoy me. I miss having a guy hold my hand or kiss me. I miss making love, instead of fucking. I miss all those fairytale moments, and the little fights. I miss having someone to actually call my own and not wish. I miss having someone to care for, and someone to care for me. I miss staying up till four in the morning talking to someone about the stupidest things. I thought I wouldn't feel this way because I have so many close guyfriends, but it doesn't work anymore. I hate relationships but I'm willing to try again. Its been almost a year since I've been in one, and I don't want to keep loving the same guy. I deserve to have this, especially with someone new. I need a guy that will bury me in the sand, and chase me at the zoo. I need a new guy to sing to me story of the year, or eighteen visions. I need a new guy that will hold my hand and do sweet things. I need a new guy that will treat me like he did and even better.I need a guy that kisses me, and makes me tingle. I need a guy that says sweet things, and means them.
I don't know. but I guess the most perfect relationship doesn't always last.
<33
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| prom is soon |
[20 Apr 2005|03:06pm] |
hope everyone has fun
see you there...
<33
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| Its funny how things change so much |
[30 Mar 2005|10:37pm] |
When you look back you either realize you've grown in a good way or a bad way. Realization is not always the best thing. To me the past is the past, so why uncover something that isn't worth it?
I miss you because I need you (a saying that has become common due to the fact I miss people from granada).
later
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